My birthday was last week and lets just say, I can spend a
year singing the Beatles song, “When I’m 64”!
Two of the best gifts I got, cost nothing, and were delivered right to
my door, actually, right to my window.
The first one was rain.
Rain that started with wild thunderstorms, but than, rather than just
blowing over, stayed, and became that steady rain that soaks the ground in a
productive way. A “New England” rain that comes with a cold wind and is
delightfully miserable, giving you permission to putter around the house and
accrue no guilt.
I know, many of you are wondering, “Why would anyone feel
guilty about working around the house?”
You wouldn’t. However, for some
reason, and I used to blame growing up in a place that doesn’t promise daily
sunshine (Boston), I am wired to feel, if it is sunny out, I should be out
“playing”. My first move was to San
Diego, the land of daily sun, and it about killed me! Luckily, I worked outdoors at Sea World, so
it was easy to follow the urge to be “out”.
Here in Texas, a lasting rain is what I missed most, but
this winter has served up some lovely gray, rainy days. I hope that bodes well for this years
wildflowers.
My second “gift” arrived right out the window on my very
birthday. A Coopers hawk, hunkered on a
limb of a grand live oak, looking less happy about the rain than I was. Less happy about the cold wind, too, I
imagine.
I was amazed that the hawk was on a branch that concealed
nothing. I could see him, the birds
could see him, yet the way he constantly swiveled his head, surveying the scene
for any movement, I had to assume he was on the hunt. The Italian in me wished I had a little
something to throw him, but nothing in my bird-feeding arsenal would be
appropriate.
There was one plump White winged dove staying perfectly
still at the base of a fence covered with jasmine vines. I momentarily thought of knocking on the
window for, if it was startled, it would have flown up right under the hawk’s
nose, but that didn’t seem ethical. Even
though I have a trillion white winged doves eating their weight in seed several
times a day, and one less dove would not be a tragedy. I realized though, that it seemed better to let
the predator and prey work things out for themselves.
The hawk did finally take off for a more concealed location
higher in the tree, but whether he was successful in securing his form of
breakfast burrito, I don’t know. I
sometimes find the exploded puffs of feathers on the ground that let me know
breakfast was successful, but I didn’t see any such sign that day.
So, perhaps, the sighting WAS just a birthday present sent
my way. There’s an egocentric view for
you; the rain and the hawk were all for ME!
It’s a touching thought, a God who knows me inside and out would know
what perfect gifts they were.
That was last week. Ironically,
if I had time for another blog, it would be “The Gift of Sun” which, without
the rain, wouldn’t seem like a gift at all.
To say nothing of the fact that while the sun was shining in Texas and practically
bringing on a sweat, my beloved Cape was being pounded and reshaped by a
blizzard named Juno. But that is a tale
for another day.