I
have always loved that verse from the Christmas story: “And the Glory of the
Lord shone round about them”. It
resonates with how I feel when I come across a breathtaking view, that, indeed,
the Glory of the Lord was shining all around me. Wrapped in mists on the rocky edge of Acadia,
seeing Bryce Canyon frosted with snow like huge iced castles,
the ocean on the
bay side of the Outer Cape where the tides goes out for miles and the sunset is
reflected in bands of orange and gold in the water trapped between the
sandbars: all to me, visions of His Glory.
This
Christmas was like that. I headed to
Maine in mid-December; leaving a 60-degree TX behind in exchange for what I
thought would be sub-zero temps. However
it stayed above 0 the whole time. Yeah!
The glory was that the snow started on the last leg of my journey and in
the morning I woke up to my favorite of favorite scenes.
Snow that clung to every branch and twig, where the world was white, topped off with a
red cardinal hunkered in the apple tree, looking exactly like a Christmas card
cover. Glory, and how thankful I was for
it. God knows how I miss the seasons,
and I felt this was my own special delivery package from him.
I
had been through a few months where “Glory” was bouncing off me, as though my
brain receptors for beauty where coated in Teflon. I kept telling everyone, “I am sending happy
messages, but they are splatting and ending up around my ankles! “ Such is
depression. One more time, I felt I was taking the role of the lost lamb who
went over the cliff, and God was, once again, faithful to leave the 99 to come
rescue me! If I were him, I would be
thinking of putting up an “invisible fence” and giving me a shock collar!
At
any rate, all I wanted for Christmas was “my two front lobes, so I can wish you
Merry Christmas” (those among us old enough to remember “All I want for
Christmas is my two front teeth” can put that wish to music!) And Yeah!, my
wish came true, just in time to see the glory of a New England Christmas, the
glory of the joy and excitement and outright hilarity of my grandchildren and
even the joy of tearing up at certain Christmas carols as I always do. For that
matter, that was how I knew I was coming “back”. Washing the floor, listening to Josh Groban
sing “Ave Maria” and have a tears come; I wanted to shout for joy! This is ME, this is the old Pat! Yeah, I am back!
I
know this is another “personal history” blog but now that I AM back, let the
natural history ones flow. A huge part
of my optimism stems from the fact that after 6 months of not being able to
walk without crutches I am finally on my own two, somewhat limping, feet. But it is the hands that are free to carry,
and feet that can stand on their own that should open the door to all the
things I loved doing so much. The nature
center will begin its program the first week of Feb and I pray I will be there,
the Wildlife refuge even sooner, and teaching Sunday school with my puppets
starts next Sunday. From where I am
sitting, it all looks like Glory! I even
hope to go back to the stable, perhaps not to ride, not yet, but to take horses
out to graze or help about in some way, for I had said the joy of being around
them was equal to the joy of riding.
My
prayer for you all is the ability to see “Glory” when it comes your way in the
coming year. I sadly know many a good friend who is sitting in the hot seat as
we speak; Glory may look a little dimmed.
I stand in awe of those I know
who never lost sight of it, no matter their circumstances. They stand out as heroes worthy of their own
book in the Bible.
May
2015 bless us all with the vision of the Glory that is around us, but if
circumstances are blurring the view, than I pray those who can see, come along
side you and carry you through till your vision improves, for that is exactly
what my amazing friends did for me. And
you know who you are. You WERE part of
the Glory I saw and I can’t thank you enough.
Happy
New Year everyone.. Pat
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